Found

I wrote this for someone who is very special and means the world to me.


Dancing on the edge
Stumble
And slip
Now i'm falling
Crash
Face first
Into a graveyard
Of all that remains
Of what I used to be
My smile is broken
My heart burned itself out
Only ashes are left
My sorry
Empty eyes
Watched it all die
I've been so betrayed
Crying
But they cannot see it
I am wouded
And scarred
No one can heal me
I have my secret
I am scared
Angry
Sad
Lonely inside
They do not deserve to know
Becoming the ghost
I never knew I could be
Floating through
Every moment
Night and day
Becoming ill
From the same sad
Sickening song
Constantly repeating in my mind
But something began change
My whole world shifted
You stood over me
Reached out your hand
Where did you come from?
I hesitated
To let you help me up
Back on my feet
You pulled me into your arms
I trusted you
Spoke to you
Of every scar
Each cut
And bruise
You saw clearly
Through eyes without judgement
And I was afraid
You cannot love me
When you've learned of all the pain
My heart could not take another break
I tried to turn away
You held me there
Speak softly
You love me
With all your heart
And soul
You won't let me down
We were made for each other
You found me
Please
Never leave
What lies in front of us
Is unknown
I believe your promise
Though
When you say
With me
You will always stay.


-Hannah Lee

Bleed My Burning Memories

I am burning
Beneath my skin
Above my bones
I feel it pulsing through my veins
This raging fire
The blood that runs within me
Slice it open
Let it out
Pour it out
Scream the memories that torture me
Let it bleed away
I am missing you
Love
My heart is gone
You’ve taken it with you
I carved your name
Into my arm
All to keep you with me
My dear
Blood rushed out of the letters
Ad tears streamed down my face
As the burning memories
Boil in my soul
Crawl into that dark corner
Fade away
Bleed all last drops of blood
I am gone
Forever
Today

By: Hannah Lee"

Self Destruction

I am self destructing
Caught in a storm of rage
Lost in a haze of loneliness
Struck by lightning of hatred
I am trapped in my own scary world
Don’t you see
I am screaming for help
I would never say
Then in my troubles
I found something beautiful
The one thing I loved most
You ripped away
Smashed me to the ground
Oh no!
Please do not leave
It was the only thing that kept me hoping
Kept me alive
It dies
I am sorry
I disappoint you
I am your mistake
You assume you know my soul
You have no idea
You cannot understand
What has always be hidden
Undiscovered
You have no right
To believe you know
Walk away
Leave me in my emptiness
You never cared enough
To say a word to me
I hate it all
This sinking feeling
The way my mind is terminated by regret
How my spirit is dying
And I watch
It is all slipping through my fingers
I am shouting inside
I want out
I need to get out
I cut slits in my arms
Just so I can bleed
Dancing on tight ropes
Dreaming to fall
Grab on to broken wires
So I may die of shock
Dive in to sewage filled lakes
Please suffocate me
Stuff my throat
Let me choke
Force it all up
I am burning
And I might waste away
Self destruction
Killing me
I should be dead
How can you not see all this?
How could you ignore it all?
How do you insist on looking passed me?
IM STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!!!"